Cogito

quote

2007-01-21T08:18:00.000-08:00

"when the world closes in on you, dont close yourself to the world. when everything you believed in turned out to be so wrong, open your eyes and see the truth. dont be afraid to be who you are, be yourself (and not somebody else)"

"Ida Scott Taylor once wrote: Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."

"So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination." – One Tree Hill

liv

2007-01-20T14:48:00.000-08:00

you know who did it again.

2-0 Chelsea, one for the scoreboard. take that visitors!

school term's ended. thats a reprive. exams are coming.. that sucks. so do a lot of things. but life just throws things at you that way doesnt it

now im being emo. HAHA. and talking to myself. no more late nights for me. good night!

back

2006-12-22T03:34:00.000-08:00

feels good to be back. feel the rain again, the humidity in the air, the love for basketball. yet somehow i wished i never left the place where dreams come true. it feels so easy to drop all resposibilities and worries and just leave. the freedom just felt so surreal. and then when you're back you gotta shoulder all these things again, and the realisation hits twice, thricefold.

maybe i'll live the life of a travelling hermit. well, maybe not the hermit part. that'll be fun when im older. then again its just a dream eh.

anyway back in reality, im burdened with projects and assignments. tests next week, projects due after, gosh what am i doing in a course i dont really like. this is crazy but i really wanna change course at the end of the semester. hopefully can get to a year two in another business course and maybe my parents will allow it. but gotta take what i can get

oh yes! the new year. apparently when you're flying between timezones, people on a plane dont celebrate the passing of another year. it was 12 midnight on the plane back expecting some sort of free flow liquor. but NOPE. none of that. plus the fact everyone was slping and the only person to wish me was this german woman while in restroom queue. SO out came the poprocks(closest thing i had to fireworks) and a cup of apple juice. and maybe my ears betrayed me but i could have sworn to hear the SIA personnel celebrating behind curtains.

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND MERRY CHRISTMAS xD

mgmAnimal

2006-12-19T23:18:00.000-08:00

'thats the second biggest guitar i ever saw'

'tim on'

'dinner. NO! *psycho* duck '

'duck's cousin, turkey (: '

' m&ms the perfect (and cheapest) gifts '

' depp '

'that's the second... the biggest... wth is that! '

moltres

2006-12-18T22:06:00.000-08:00

moltres - one of the three legendary birds (the fiery one)
dont ask me whats that *slap*

'the dawn is breaking, a light shining through
its freezing cold, and im loving chinese food'

'Mine! mine! mine!'

'<3'

my foot just went numb, wretched coldness.
somehow i think it means 'get back to bed'
so YAWNS

leavingtoorl

2006-12-14T05:12:00.000-08:00

No more school! J j j jaded is gone!
'im leaving on a jet plane, dont know when ill be back again'
time to go go go

hoping there's wireless access there so i can just hook up to their network and surf.
or not, so i can waste the wee hours watching dave chapelle and what-they-got on TV there
yawns! gonna be a long flight, with the exciting but not so safe turbulences

off to changi soon. gonna miss my food(glorious) food

not forgetting the friends and loved ones of course (:

schsend

2006-12-12T02:16:00.000-08:00

rant rant rant. school school school
please tell me im not the one that thinks that school is repetitive. projects, tests and cheesy lecturers. with the exception of classmates who make this oh-so-much-more interesting.
at least there's that chance to write gay love songs to classmates and the cardgames and handphone games we play in class, credit given to oblivious lecturers

this is gonna be one heck of a interesting week. im secretly hoping my group doesnt find our ive only done 3/4 of my project. and i got this feeling inside that won't go away
CANT WAIT FOR MY ORLANDO TRIP!
omg, been 4 years since ive last been there. yet that was my most memorable trip.
first time im gonna spend christmas in a foreign country too (: though i dont think celebrating the new year on a plane's the best way.
the things im gonna buy home.. the food.. the rides.. the factory outlets.. the food again.. *wootootoo*

Stewie: M, she's major ugly. O, she's fat and pugly. Oh my god the cow says moooo.

And to my classmate who sings in class. " Wake me up before you go girl!"

Loves

2006-12-10T18:52:00.000-08:00

Three Players

Two teams

One for VC

woots

2005-09-12T07:25:00.000-07:00

Meheheh!

firstly i wanna start this out by thanking all my best buds. brothers forever. haha. great day out on friday. but missed out on all the DOTA action. haha. sad.. nv get to be pawned by matthew. heard from em that he his damn pro. woohoo. never mind. anyway great 5 v 5 matches. though i cant shoot in nuts.. it's always nice to see bns (meow) running up n down e court with everyone not bothering to mark him n see him miss a layup! oops. jk. k he scored all e fast break pts for us.

cheers to bball. *hic*

'Don't worry bout your problems now baby course it just don't matter when it comes down to the fact. That life's too short baby to keep them bottled up inside'
'cause i know that life is like a racecar speeding down this one way street. That'll go anyway. It feels like heaven down this one way street cause i know everything will be fine'
k something more personal now. Y should we live life with regrets when we have so much more to live for. I don't known. Reminiscing and just wondering if we could do something about the past seems rather dumb now that i realise it. And we shouldn't worry bout tmr cuz God has it planned all out for us. So we should treasure what we have everyday and live life to the fullest =)

You opened my eyes to your wonders anew
You captured my heart with this love
Because nothing on Earth is as beautiful as you (Jesus)
You opened my eyes to your wonders anew
You captured my heart with this love
Because nothing on Earth is as beautiful as you.
--> Jeremy Camp - Beautiful one

Ughs. Tests and exams all coming up. Gotta start revision soon. Guess DOTA has to go out the window for these 2 weeks. But after that.. MEHEHEH haha. time to get back to slp. nites. yawns.

^ ^

2005-09-02T23:49:00.000-07:00

=)) too tired to blog. anyway too MUCH to blog over the past 2 weeks. so another time. a song!

Natalie

Going Crazy (Spanish version)

[verse 1]
Desde el primero dia que te fuisté me faltó tu amor.
Fue un gran golpe en mi corazónFue un gran dolor.
Arrépentida por dejarté y tengo que admitir,
Me faltas tu
[verse 2]
Baby ahora si me puedes dar otra oportunidad sacrificaré,
Todo por mi partePorque se que un dia te falle,Prometeré, darte toda mi atencion,
Porque se lo que es vivir sentirEstar sin ti ya no aguanto este dolor
[Hook]
Te extraño y quiéro decirte que me faltas tu
Nunca pense que encontraria alguien como tu
Fue el destino que te puso mi camino amor
Por ti llorare un rio
Y te regalo mi corazon
[chorus]Escuchamé, tu me vuelves loca,
Y necesito ser solamente tuya,
Escuchamé, y no me dudes baby,
Entiendeme y quiere me,
Pero quiero a ti baby
[verse 3]
Se que todo es todo para ti
Que quizas lo que te dije
No te entendi
.Pero yo te tengo que admitir Que mi ??
me haces muy feliz.
No mas dimé que me quiére, y que me ama, que me entiendé, y me extrañas, y soy tu baby
Yo aqui estaré para ti
Cuando siempre quieres de mi.
Te quiéro, y me faltas tu,
Loca por tu amor, Te amo.
Si no estas aqui,
Que voy a hacer sin ti
Quedate por favor
Eres tu que no debes Que sin ti es dificil
Y me pierdo, me faltas tu
[hook]
[chorus x2][x2]
Ooooh ooooh oooooh oooh ooooh ooooh ooooh ooooh oooh

lala

2005-08-16T03:26:00.000-07:00

=D k time to blog!

new template, renwed life, old tim. =)

past few weeks have been kinda hectic for me. tests and exams all filing in and passing over quicker den e blink of an eye. wad can i say.. ARGHH!!! k wadeva. lots more projects to do and exams are looming ever closer. =X (help me)

just conquered the accnts test today. or cud be said e other way around. super difficult! considering that i TYCOly passed the other test. (ahem) i tink this one needs one big miracle to even meet the grade. munch.

swensen's project due wed! i knew i shud haf gone there to eat more times. -meheheh. wud haf given me more times to study the marketing environment and target market.. bla bla. yea rite. just go there to enjoy the ice cream. cant believe we actually haf to wear smart stuffs to present our project. wud u imagine me.. in a business man outfit. i say nooooo. lol

CRS due tmr -tdy in fact! guess what. im praying im able to finish by morning. hahaha. i must be kidding myself. SLEEP - number 1 thing anywhere anytime. yups. still got hmm. ITOS/WCD due soon too. i might just have a heart attack one of these days..

next on my list. excersize! haven't got much time for that. fat buildup soon. if vern hasnt recovered from his sorethroat and meow has to go out again this sunday.. i'll... go dieting!

k this is for the uneducated and ignorant ppl out there. Tim's social class of ppl all over the world. yes everyone is classified under 4 groups to me. let me distribute them into 2 classes first. nerds and the rest. well nerds dont exactly have much to talk about. it's pretty much understood what they are.

so we move on to the rest.

KUKUs - where i would catagorise most ppl. everyone's a little different but everyone is abit the same too. we all that small bit of kukuness inside of us. admit it.. there surely has been one or 2 times which u feel like doing something crazy like jumping out of the building. hmm k maybe not that bad. but im sure we all haf kukuness inside us. otherwise, we'll be a boring bunch.

so that's 2 down. 2 more.. to be continued!

bored bored bored. just discovered that the bnj ( ben and jerry's) website is pretty cool. well they're a fun bunch. look at the ice cream graveyard. wish there were such a place. =) ice cream all day all night 24/7. woots!

kk shall start work on my swensen's proj. else ill get held back by my group tmr agn. NOOO.

hoohaa

2005-06-21T23:01:00.000-07:00

hoohaaa. oops. havent been here for wad. 2 1/2 weeks? hahas. too lazy to blog. =P

anyway school's been rather kewl. lessons continue their usual boring routine but we amidst all the rubbish thingies we haf uncovered many online game websites and e-messenger and web web messenger. hahas.

im probbaly gonna fail some of my modules. guess i shouldn't haf set my aims so high with err my character development teacher. =X like WCD im super lazi to go memorise all e commands.N hu ask that kuku teacher appoint me to be class rep. - the class rep that pons the most classes. hahas. FOM's rather fun. ACC a bunch of crap. ITOS is gaming session. UWOS is ok la.. cant do much cuz e teacher bugs us most of e time. and if dun keep up tink will die. hahas. CD and CRS. e slack lessons. lol. tink that's abt it.

tmr got volleyball! first training.sounds fun. bet we'll be learning e basics. which i already know. meheheh. oops. jk. hope it's not too scary =X

oh Batman and Mr and mrs smith rocks! ahahs. action movies all rock neway. i havent got the time to catch many other shows aso. was supposed to play bball with jaron baba n des on tue-fri. guess with added ccas dun haf much time for tat. oh wells. no fear. ill train up. den get into the sp bball team next yr! hahas. yea right. =X

yawns. got a lot to blog. but dun really feel like. oops. anyway just poly's actually not that bad. just that the hours are horrible and im still complaining abt the distance i nd to travel from east to west everyday! rah. i miss my old frens. tk frens. MI frens. all my frens. hahas. wish cud turn back time. hais.

oh wells. kk good night =)

munch

2005-06-02T22:51:00.000-07:00

it's gonna be e end of e week soon. =)) after one slpy wk which i hardly learnt enuff in school cept which lessons are impt to pont and which aren't =P

yawns. hahas. past few days haf been super slack. mondae.. e only day which we went for all our lessons. and let off early!

can't decide which cca i wanna join. senior said SPSU too busy. and i dun wanna waste all my time. den got so mani to choose from! wake boarding. rover. primers. DOTA! NPCC! wa lau. too many la. 70 plus? pool and bowling aso got. tmr last dae le. signed up for some cycling under the stars. sounds fun. ah wells. maybe i wont be joining anything. =X hahas. cant get bball i guess. probably considered the lower average there. so mani pro! lol.

tuesday was stupid. we had this lesson from 9-12. den the teacher talk with us 1 hr. let us go le. den our nxt lesson cancelled! hahas. so we had a break from 10 - 3? den another lesson from 3-4. 5 hr break! ahh. in e end we were debating abt where to go. some of em dun wanan go outta sch. some wanna watch movie and pool. so spilt. followed e 8 ppl group go pool. somewhere outside. and 12 of em.. dunno do wad la. took bus to ps den went to singapore shopping centre. den after tat went ps buy something den headed home. yawns.

wednesday ended early at least. 2 plus. den went to play bball. with des and baba and some classmates. hahas. veri long nv play le. off form. but still got a few shots in. woohoo!

tdy was ok la. the first lesson was so boring. den headed to class to see e same teacher fer tutorial. i tot had to tahan another 2 hr of her droning voice. but heng we only played accountpoly! which is another monopoly but in buying and selling of diapers. hahas. quite fun eh.

den LOST MY WALLET after lunch!wa lau. damn scared. inside so many things. cept no money. =P hahas. after tat lucky this teacher found it. den i found 2 bucks gone.. err super lame. so many things can take onli take e 2 bucks. thank God =)) dun ever wanna lose wallet. lucki no ic but got precious things. phew.

kk end here. =)

yawns

2005-06-01T07:10:00.000-07:00

yawnns..

this sux.. my foot hurts like shit, yet im going to school. pain pain. =X

head's spinning too. might as well stay home rest. today was supposed to be earliest end sch. but even so tats till 2.30!!

noooo. kk gonna be late. ciaoz

song

2005-05-29T03:27:00.000-07:00

-------- Nate Sallie - Whatever it takes --------

Who was I to try to live without you
Thinking I could do things on my own
Lord I know that I should never doubt you
I get so lost and lonely when I stray

Now it's time to
Surrender to you
'Cause I'm just a man who believes
And it's you that I need

Whatever it takes
That's what I'll do
I'd give anything to get back to you
I know I was wrong
And I've made some mistakes
But I'm gonna do whatever it takes
Whatever it takes

In a world of darkness and temptation
Only you can give me eyes to see
Father you're my strength and my salvation
I trust you'll show me who
I'm supposed to be

I will follow
Anywhere that you lead
For it's your will not mine
I'm gonna prove it this time

Whatever it takes
That's what I'll do
I'd give anything to get back to you
I know I was wrong
And I've made some mistakes
But I'm gonna do whatever it takes
Whatever it takes

I'm standin' here
'cause I've got nothing to lose
I lost it all when I walked away from you
I swear this time around
I won't let you down

ahh

2005-05-27T01:06:00.000-07:00

` Life is one big choice '

is that realli so? that choices determine our every move? y aint it so tat sometimes we are forced into unforseen situations. and juz end up being unlucky.

hahas. 3 days in poly. guess im not relly fitting in well. or maybe i juz dun really like e system there.

yawns. let's c. first day was kinda kuku. got there with only one person in e same course. jiming. which i hardly noe anyway. den diff class. so sat with this bunch till we were brought and started e day immediately with games. hahas. e interlock e hands and try to form a full circle those kinds. kinda lame. plus we cheated a bit.

den moved on to hmm some other thingy la. all i can rem now is more games! ugh. some were ok. some were lame. and most were non bonding anyway. gotta noe a few ppl there.

den over e course of e day it became more boring. and tiring. finally go to this classroom and got AIRCON. played this game. called e polar bear game. LOL. lazi to describe it here. hahas. but den it did well to pass time. =X yawns. then talk talk.

den had to choose one mr miss sb to rep our class fer some comp e nxt day. tio ar. siann. den so ma fun. everyone wanted to go home so we chiong finish wad to wear all these. went to find jaron after tat. walk around waited fer him look around fer e bball court. den watched him play a match.

mrt'ed down to ps after tat. saw caleb there. hahas. guess he dyed back his hair. then went to buy tix fer star wars! found out tat din haf e same tix for e same movie theater as stef and sis. so had to buy seperate. ahh. in e end movie started den they came over to my cinema and watch. hahas. super nice la the movie. all e effects and all pretty kewl. kinda like the climax to e entire series. hahas. yoda fighting was super nice. poor windu. died. =X

den day 2 of poly. morning went to this super big auditorium at e convention centre. wah lau. morning super boring la. slept thru out all e talks. especially the one dey came to brief us abt business week. sleep and sleep.

den got e kuku comp. wa lau. had to dress up in err singlet plus orange shirt plus orange pants! looks super bright. den still had to wear business tie ( from my dad) and black leather shoes. and this obiang shades. hahas. den had to go up on stage and do a pose. so malu la. =X

anyway lost the next round la. had to do some kuku peg thingy. lol.

yawns. too tired now. tmr still got sch. so cont part 2 another day. good nite. =P

=)

2005-05-13T01:01:00.000-07:00

yawns. super tired. slept super late ytd! slept 4 woke up 5.30 with my alarm ringing on for 15 min before i woke up. =X

den juz did some stuff and stayed awake for e rest of e morning. hahas. so much of e afternoon was nap time. plus juz now. yawns. watching one tree hill now. :D

and finally ive finished my book! after getting my star wars book on mondae, felt like going thru the dragonlance book was taking 4eva! =X hahas. so now time to finish up the whole series. which i tink i spent over $200 to collect. =X well mostly not my money.

and got my atm card now! hahas. though not a lot per month. muz save up! for something. =P went to posb 2 days ago. seemed like an all womens bank. dun even haf a male there la. maybe their higher at the top. managers. =P hee. oops. anyway signed up with savings plan too. im gonna be RICH in 10 yrs. oops.

juz burned a cd. kewlsongs. =))

jars of clay - could sing of your love forever
avalon - testify to love
brian littrel - in christ alone
chris tomlin - holy is the lord
third day - show me your glory
casting crowns - if we are the body
overflow - cry on my shoulder
steven curtis chapman - dive
jeremy camp - take you back
jeremy camp - i still believe

hahas ok lazi type e rest. kinda nice songs. nah VERI nice.

ive been going without ball for too long. tmr shall go balling in e evening! oh the kcc team's been selected. seems kinda nice. it's multi racial. 11 chinese 1 indian. =X and the inian OWES ME FIVE BUCKS. hahas. and i owe him 2 books and a halo. oops.

watched kingdom of heaven. super nice la. crusaders and all. lets see. LOTSA BLOOD. and e trebuchets and all are kinda kewl. yawns.

kk back to bed le. good nite. =)

oopps

2005-05-06T01:18:00.000-07:00

hahas. * roll eyes * ok maybe it has been long since i last updated. and pls la. wad lazi gundu wadeva. hahas

oops. and i'll tell u another time abt the being happi part. remind me to =).

now my blog has to REVAMPED and seemingly like REFURNISSHHH by another person. wad happened to all ur fading text and my nice little bear. =(( oops.

ahh well. things change. zzzz. no mood realli to blog. nex time perhaps. good night!

RAWRS.

2005-05-05T07:59:00.000-07:00

rawrs. im a useless goondu (: i am so lazy that i have to ask others to update for me. rawrs. this is obviously nort me. hahas. blahs. i dont blog so intellectually. (: i blog more of wah. zhe bu shi wo. and yada yada. me and my new-found chinese. rawrs. this is so contradicting. this is me. but not me. den agn. RAWRS. its my blog.

hahahs. tim is such an ass lahs. he feels happy for nth. hahas. he's fat and round and bounces when he dribble. hahas. BOING BOINGS (:

whee im highh. havent done my LIT lahs. boohoos ): i dont knw how to draw krishna pls. oh shd i draw rangappa. blehs. whye must we start on english tcher. whye not twelfth night? where SEBASTIAN is so bladdy hot. makes everyone drooool. hahas. well the PLAY only. not the real shakespeare play where u go back into the elizabethan times where pictures are just black and white and fonts are all printed in italics and. hmm. were they? i guess so. ohh not forgetting dear old feste where he SO looks like robbie williams. not in the image huhh. the manly look. well. the MUCH BETTER looking robbie william. not THAT HAIRY. wahahs.

rahs. i better shut up and start dong. still got some bladdy report. like hmmms. DAMMIT I WANNA GO OBS LAHS TIMOTHY TAN. RAWRS ): I MISS IT SOO MUCH. this is NOT e way. ugh btw. SHE wants to see mummy. ): noooo. im a good angel. rawrs.

oh btw. if ure reading this and wonder if ure in the wrong blog. URE NOT. im just someone who is bored. are u knw. boredom kills. indirectly. i just wanna live. blahblah. live life! this is living life! (: hohos. blog blog blogitty blog.

-timoth-ied

x))

2005-04-28T09:32:00.000-07:00

woohoo! think most prob this is e best feeling that i had in a super super long time! =)) dun ask mi y. i juz feel tat way. =)))))))

hahas. k loads had happened over e past wk. hahas. special thanks to josh fer lending me his super kewl and nice Dragolance book. woohoo! juz get hooked in all tat sci-fi and fantasy things. =P hahas.

no thanks for having to buy my HOMEWORLD 2 which he so ABSENT mindedly lost. or maybe juz misplaced. oops. anyway back to e games and books. finally something to do. after hmm 2 weeks of not feeling myself and juz lazing around. i finally picked back my interest - BBALL!

hahas. dunno but it seems tat hitting shots are easier now. much more fun to play too. plus e group of ppl play with are juz hahas. fun =)

bball bball bball bball bball bball.. oh and this weekend got this SP event at e beach. seems pretty kewl. hahas. den next week there's e camp. well at least there's more life now.. or maybe i juz hadnt been living mine.

=)) i dunno. im juz happi. for no reason. elated. beyond reason hmm. well it needs no reason either =P

kk mind aint running well. most prob it's tat feelin juz being stuck there. cant tink of wad else to write le. maybe another time den.

cyaz.

=))

sadness

2005-04-20T08:59:00.000-07:00

girl you mean the world to me
in you i plainly see
love, laughter and all things good
but just all too ruined by my mood.

forgive me for my flaws and mistakes
now longing for you my heart aches.
please say you'll never leave my side
and let me break out from my hide

empty and lonely without you
cold and lost searching for you.
i know how you feel inside
please let's just take it in our stride.

only these i can offer
but still i hope that our love won't wither
im truly sorry that i can't be stronger
i only wish that we can still be together

-me to dearest

Xin Zhong De Ri Yue

2005-04-17T07:10:00.000-07:00

shou zhong wo zhao ge sang hua ya mei de rang wo wang le zhai xia

ni de zhen dai zhao xiang ni de xiang hui shuo hua
ni de hua hao xiang zhi dui wo shuo

wo de zhuan chang jiao zuo liu lang ni zhu ding yao wei wo zhan fang
wo de xin xun zhao jia wo de jia mei you hua
wo de hua que zai zhe shan gu deng zhao wo

ruo yi kai shi mei you shang di an zhong tou tou de song yong wo
men zen zhi xuan ze xiang feng

ni shi xin zhong de ri yue luo zai zhe li
lv cheng de qian hou duo yu zhi wei yu dao ni
duo muo xiang huan hua cheng wei ni jiao xia de ni
ci ke de wu ren shan gu fang fo ting jian shuo ai ni

ni shi wo xin zhong de ri yue guang mang

wo de piao bo bu dong ni ba ni de mei li bu kan dong dang
ni dan chun wo mi wang ni lian jia wo liu lang shan gu zhong zhe yi
qie dai bu zou

ni ai tai tou yong bao yang guang wo de tiao wang xia ge qian wang

wo zou kai ni liu xia wo hui yi ni sheng hua
zhi shao wo men hui yang wang tong yi pian tian kong

ruo yi kai shi mei you shang di an zhong tou tou de song yong
wo men zen zhi xuan ze xiang feng
ni shi xin zhong de ri yue luo zai zhe li
lv cheng de qian hou duo yu zhi wei yu dao ni
duo muo xiang huan hua cheng wei ni jiao xia de ni
na tian de wu ren shan gu(na yi tian)fang fo ting jian shuo ai ni

zhi shen zai chuan shuo zhong ren jian tian tang
ni shi wo xin zhong de ri yue guang mang
dai ling wo zhao dao ni de fen fang fang bu xia

ni shi xin zhong de ri yue luo zai zhe li
lv cheng de qian hou duo yu zhi wei yu dao ni
duo muo xiang huan hua cheng wei ni jiao xia de ni
na tian de wu ren shan gu fang fo ting jian shuo ai ni na tian ting
jian shuo ai ni

sorry

2005-04-16T18:20:00.000-07:00

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lalala

2005-04-06T09:10:00.000-07:00

im back! =) hahaz. didnt actualli plan to blog again till next month same date! but since im dead bored anyway. might as well do it. yawns. =X

juz sitting at home. fattening up (ahem) and slacking round. nothing much to do. play ball most days. and picked up my old hobby again =) reading.. best thing a person can do while being bored. i've probably gone thru enough Dvd's and vcds and all tat i would haf liked in such a short time. anyway i wanna work! work! find one tat has flexi hours and im ur man.

Star wars books and stuff. probably i can finally finish reading my series this time. =D forgotten how much i used to love e stuff. getting hooked back on it. ugh and gotta reg fer poly. so ma fun. i mean the govt seems to do every filling up of forms for us. now.. it's on our own! kinda sux. =X

oh and i watched this show days ago. The Pianist. about e holocaust during ww2. to see tat kinda massacre tat happened.. bleah. horrible. but anyway it was a good show that potrayed how e jews were being treated then. saddening.

ah well. dead bored.. feel like shit these day. if it's not e com or shows or books. it's rotting at home. not realli in any mood to go out becuz of tat either. hahaz.

well time to get some sleep. or continue watching Collateral. =X nitez.. yawns

=))

2005-03-26T17:45:00.000-08:00

it's been err one month since i last blogged? =P hahaz. got loads of problems with e com recently. or was it i was too lazi to go online. cant rem le =X

so let's recap wad happened in e last month.. err forget it.. i doubt i can even rem. onli noe tat got a few ppl bdae here and there.. and OH. yea my O lvl results.. well when i got it.. like first one there to collect la. in front of my class.. no one else around.. den i take e paper.. Eng 7.. Wtf.. hahaz. didnt even bother to look at e rest of e results.. shit la.. walk down the line like damn sad la.. knn of all things eng fail.

bah but other than tat found out tat rest of results not bad. L1R5 got 16! woohoo! oops. =[ eng still fail.. hmm got 5 As though. tink chinese kinda ruined e thing too c6. how horrid. well found out that my school got affected by some bad marking scheme or wadeva rubbish. more than half my class failed eng too. and those tat were consistent got kinda low marks. our highest was a B4.. come on la like shouldn't the moe take up this.. F***** up. plus other classes affected too. yawns.oh wells. it's over le. guess just haf to prove to em tat our eng was nv tat bad this yr. oops

well it's nearly been a month since then le. and i got my posting.. which wasnt very surprising. first 4 choices put tp and mJ. didnt get in either one.. got my 5th choice.. err wads tat business info tech at SP which luckily is e onli business course tat accepts 7 for eng. applied DAE to business courses though. now wait fer results and aso submitted appeal to Tpj. Rather get into a jc la.. unless they screw up my A lvl too. rubbish.. hahaz

Well got this kuku letter of recommendation from e school. Hope it passes off. N if tat doesnt work can try thru bball too =)) hopefully e coach is ok and juz lets me and jaron in.. 2 bums trying to appeal thru bball. lolx. haiz. still muz go back to e sch for bball practice. One time not enough to tell if they want or dun want us meh? lolx. juz pouring all my frustration into here..

ugh reg for o lvl eng ytd. My mom.. she go and reg me for e wron syllabus. Supposed to be eng Rev and she reg me under Eng! without askin me. lolx. luckily this morning( on e last day for application) call up den found out tat the school(if i go jc can help me to apply for eng) if not den they will help me change within 5 days. si bei heng ar.. hahaz

oh wells. besides tat.. life has been pretty kuku ever since school ended. sitting at home slacking most of e time. Rather be doing something though. like juz killing my brains on com games aint gonna help me. hahaz. so hoping to get into JC. if not then.. time to find work for me! hahaz

shall get one of those eateries job. starbucks or sakae or wadeva. just see ppl walk in and out. hahaz. beats getting fat at home.

And BBALL!! omg how i miss it la. like i just wanna get out and train again. skills haf shot all e way down without training.. haiz.. and if i get into e sch thru bball tat makes it worse! hahaz. haf to make sure my skills are at least at some level. though i dun mind sitting on e bench either. =D lolx.

k la. i'll update.. in e near future!! hahaz. hopefully can find e time again. mind's juz clouded lately. need to live life. if u noe wad i mean. lolx. Cyaz.

wadeva

2005-02-26T07:15:00.000-08:00

Wah.. damn tired le.. had quite a long day. =X

hahaz cant exactly wad happened over the last couple of days. lemme try and recount.. hmmm hmmm hmm.. nahz can't realli rem. =P

hahaz. anyways these 2 days were kinda kewl. yesterday went to meiyi's place to play pool. hahaz. we played like 5 hours! like wah.. nv even got free pool tat lasted tat long b4. kenna trashed by lotsa ppl.. seems to haf lost my skill ( like i had any to start off with anyway) =P hahaz. oh wells.

chee yong kc aloy wei keat. hmmm played winner in loser out. den aloy hogged the table for dunno how long. basket.. purposely onli, dun let us play. hahaz.

then wei keat and me went to play bball. with some lousy bedok south sec ppl. hahaz trash them ar! upside down oops. took a drinkl - red bulls gives u wings! lalala

after tat went to tm with e group. kinda kuku la. go there look around then went to eat. at the foodcourt! wth.. like go all e way there, especially fer e rest then eat foodcourt! ah well everyone didnt haf money in e first place. went home after tat. then kept playing half life 2. super fun! woohoo!! oops.

yawns. woke up late this morning. then supposed to go over to caslista's place to play mahjong. lolx but decided to stay home to talk to someone instead. hahaz. then meow they all wanted to go play ball. but raining anyway. so let em come over and use the xbox.

hmmm den later went out to play bball. came home and rest first. den left again to go to orchard to watch movie.. go there and they can't even decide on wad show cuz the nice shows all taken up! so we watched Ray.. abt the life biography on this singer. hmm looked pretty boring.

hahaz. had the student's meal at bk. so cheap! oops. then went up to the cinema and calis bought nachos which tze rong and me tried to grab. cheesee =D hahaz

show's abt this black man hu made his living thru music. but den he womanized, got into drugs and ruined his life. kinda nice show to watch la. i wud recommend anyone to watch it if my butt didnt hurt so much for sitting there for 2h 40 min!! wth hahaz.

after tat they wanted to go esplanade there. den i ps them =P paiseh hahaz. to go home. on e way back met Jia Wen in the MRT hahaz. smart bum went to AJC. wah liew.. tok abt out schools and all then he left and i was half falling asleep in e mrt.

so now im home and sleepy zzzz. ah wells shall end e entry here.

to my dear : sorry k if i acted unreasonable. ah well. u noe me betta =P hahaz. i'll make it up to u i promise. hee

hahaz

2005-02-23T02:00:00.000-08:00

update update. x))

oops. well once again im back here! in e middle of e night! doing my blogg.. hahaz. k lets seee..

last few days were kinda ok lo.. nothing much happened. monday was damn fun. played ball from pe all da way till quite late in school. oh played our claz ppl vs some other group. they all got same jersey. kinda kewl la hahaz. but we won!! woohoo!! hard fought game.. shoot here.. rebound there.. hahaz. can't rem the number of games we played..

den after tat went home le =D tuesday.. hmm can't rem wad happened. muz be a boring day. =P all i can rem was play ball in school awhile. oh damn cool la. the singh come and do spot check on the students. catch those who pont lesson. den we ran all e way up to e lecture rooms on e aircon and wait there hahaz.

meiyi lost her wallet. den we wanted to all go to toa payoh to look for it. hahaz. trying to walk out of school dat time. stupid singh come and whistle to us. blady hell he standing on the 3rd storey overlooking e gate. shud haf gone by e other gate! hahaz. den we waited lo.. in school till 130. den went to look for e wallet..

hahaz. our group split up. den we later all met at meiyi hse there to play pool. e rest of them go swimming. den chee yong and me played pool. =D kinda fun. he's not bad for a FIRST TIME. compared to my wad? 6th? dunno la. hahaz. den stupid kc come in and trash us.. wah liew..

super tired when i went home. plus e last few nights slp later. hahaz. all i wanted to do was go back slp.

so today did juz dat. hahaz. stayed at home and slept all e way. wanted to go outta the house to go kcc training. but den felt kinda lazi. =X hahaz. played half life 2 the whole day. wah liew eyes gonna spoilt la. hahaz. damn fun game la.. somemore apply physics in it. kewl..

yawns. k la. shall stop here. short entry this time hahaz. maybe i'll blog more when im not gonna fall asleep.

ps. to my dear : sorry if my mood has been kinda bad past few days. =( pls try and understand. sorry. muacks.

oops

2005-02-20T04:29:00.000-08:00

Oops. realised i haven't blogged in ages. hahaz. some things got da betta of me. =X

anyway hello again! hahaz. it's been almost 2 weeks since e last entry. couple o things over e past week. Chinese new year is finally ending. so counting all e money i've got.. probably around 5-600 bucks. still.. betta not over spend. hahaz else i can't survive!

munch. this week was pretty boring. nothing much happened. monday was kewl. valentine's day and bazaar thingy in school. at least we got e day to slack.. even though it was super boring!!

tues.. didnt realli feel well. stupid headache. so slept at home... zzzz.

wed and thurs nothing much to do.. cept tat my game finally was able to be up and running. hahaz. KOTOR 2 rocks! been playing it over the past couple o days. nothing much to do anyway la..

yawns. tdy kenna scolded like shit fer my parents. cuz i didnt wanna go out with em. fer wad last reunion dinner la. damn irritating. can't i juz shut them up and live my own life sometimes. ah well.. wanted to go bball in e morning;.. then decided not to. hahaz. after noon went out to buy something with avia nd josh. hahaz. stupid avi. was playing time crisis then the last stage alreadi.. last few shots till e damn game win he kenana fragged by the boss.. wad an idiot.. hahaz.

shit it's like 5 more days to collect results. =X is it realli gonna be tat soon. im kinda gettin worried over it. sure everyone is too. ugh hopefully my eng dun screw up.. pls pls pass!! i did screw up during the exam. oh wells. wads done cannot be undone. maybe i'll hafta retake it this year if it aint good. =X

FRIDAY... dread day. so damn close.. pls take 4eva to come. gotta keep my mind occupied with other stuff too. lalala. cannot tahan la..

rah... oh wells. this sux.. maybe a little gaming wud help. so yea.. i'll go do juz tat hahaz.

oops.

2005-02-08T20:20:00.000-08:00

oops. realised i haben blogged fer e past couple o days. =P guess there wasnt much to write abt anyway. hahaz

let's start with monday. zzzz boring day. same old same old. go to sch.. slack around, did i pont claz? err cant rem. oh yea.. best bball day eva! skipped break and econs den play around 2 over hours.

hahaz. over there whooping, or being whooped by ppl. can't realli rem. muz be e former =P hahaz. dripping with sweat, fully energised.. kick ass in bball! the feeling is like woohoo!! =P joking joking.

den went back. eat and such with someone. do work bla bla. wasnt realli tat interesting monday.

tuesday!! slack day!! hahaz. in e morn.. go to school. got out of e car.. then saw qist sitting there. like damn bored. so we were like.. sianz.. when we gg back sec sch? dunno. wanna go now? serious?! wad a nice reaction. hahaz. so we marched straight out. w/o taking attendance. =X hope dun go back to school and kenna whack.

saw haris at e busstop opposite. hahaz. den took stupid 28 all e way to paya lebar. walk walk walk back to sch. =D

munch. reach there tat time like woah. wad nice white painted walls. den went to look for my shoeprint which i made a few months ago. still there! hahaz. plus e soccer court got a nice new fencing.

hmm other than tat. the canteen is still e same old crap. the teachers are still e same old crap =P hahaz.

nothing to do at first. saw a few of old frens here and there. but too earli hahaz. by tat time can hear kuku dm still screamin at e ppl to go into e hall. damn cool lah hahaz. walk up and saw lotsa teachers gg in. wah lau. halilah now the stomach damn big lo. bulging =X hahaz. was last to enter somemore.

anyway the concert was crap. juz sit there and slack thru it. =x wee long and eugene sat beside me. like woah. 2 blackies. so i siam =p hahaz.

yawns. den more ppl came. loads of familiar faces. den saw meow!! hahaz. stupid black short fella. sat with him till e end of the concert. den went down to play ball. so 9 GC members. stupid baba nv come =X hahaz. play half court. like old times. damn fun lah. =D play till all damn tired den go and rest.

had munch. den e rest went to pp play pool. then vern josh des and me ate first den left. met them at classic pool. wad a nice air con place. hahaz.

nothing much lo. slack around. den go into pp to shop around. hahaz. In e end my mom called. Was alreadi dead tired. den she said was around so quickly got her to send me home. yawns. sent jaron and meow to bedok. den bought kfc for my sis and her frens at mi place. hahaz.

went home. was alreadi dead tired. stupid ball.. so went to kop some chicken. hahaz. girls came back around den. juz went upstairs and slept. zzzz. oh wells.

nothing much after tat. hahaz. cyaz =D

lalala.

2005-02-06T21:30:00.000-08:00

munch x) hahaz. blogging abt e last 2 days. nothing much went on saturday. hahaz. stayed at home playing my heroes 4 like crazi.. plus helping a certain someone with work. =P hahaz.

o.O i didnt noe chinatown was crowded around 12- 2.. in e middle of e nite! wth!! hahaz. muz go there and get my fav.. ba kua... =D munch. slept at eh wad time. 4 plus? hahaz.

den tdy morn woke up at 9.30! actualli first and 6 plus cuz my parents were screamin at me to wake up and go down to church. (it did sound like screaming =P) hahaz. but i pulled my blanket over and *snores*

den slack around bla bla till abt 1 plus? den called down to mrt there. wah lau, made me rush haha. Meet a stupid bum.

got on e bus. then looked at stef and josie. den eh.. how cum ur hair like same one! hahaz like totally lah. both let down, cept stef's one is longer. =X

headed down to tm. walk around den found out tat jos wanted to go to pasir ris for her lost wallet. was like.. we cud haf taken e train at tanah merah! -.-'

hahaz. so went down there. to e passenger service. den she asked around. idiot noe! made us come down.. to onli realise tat 10 goes to tm there! wth!! hahaz so went to whitesands to haf a nice cool drink plus fries. =D food's always nice.

den went back to tm there.. better haf it.. rah!! hahaz. so went there. got this chao bastard guy come and tell us it's at the other office further down.

so went into the thingy and report the loss. den the 2 fatties sitting there went to start taking out e wallet. one of em, he was like eating muruku b4 tat and den he took out e wallet and open it up to start searching. like search e coins and open every pouch.. like wth! his hand was frickin oily. poor josie hahaz. =P

hahaz. so went to sportslink to look for stef's running shoes. kinda kewl. at first wanted this kewl design but den no size. so had to get a cheaper, not so nice design one. but still can.. e thing is.. it's pink!! arghhh oops.

den saw stupid qb again! ( jos's sis) hahaz. after so long. she seems to haf become thinner plus like got some lion's mane. which again looks somewhat like stef and jos hair! can pass of as sistas. hahaz. looks realli like a sam cassell. =X follow e 3 bums around. like so extra liddat. till they went to take neo print. stef wanted to drag me in. budden so extra. stay outside betta. ahhaz.

after tat went back le. yawns abt eh 5 ? hahaz. so tired. oh wells. im lazi to write anymore. good nights zzzzz.

troubled :'(

2005-02-05T10:45:00.000-08:00

haiz. dunnoe y. didnt haf any mood to update my blog ytd. was kinda.. disturbed..

anyway sch was pretty ok. slack around, skip lessons. e usual stuff. hahaz. didnt haf much to do anyway. at least got frens there.

den after tat went with lotsa ppl to queensway. for eh.. buying clothes! hahaz. and munch too.

crazi ppl go shopping takes like 4eva lah. hahaz. spend so much too. =( im broke le. oops. shudnt be spending so much. lalala.

and after tat went back by mrt. the ride seemed to take long. anyway was still early? around 5 plus? so decided to go to tj to see my sec sch np frens.

hahaz. like qist, adila, avi, sk, raimi, yang wei, kai wei, lionel wei xiang all there. long time no see =))

anyway we played bball. rocks! gets my mind off stuff. in facts i tink it's e onli time tat i cud be carefree. #

after tat went to tanah merah. to meet someone.. den went home after tat. err reach back at nine plus?

slack around;. feeling damn tired. no mood for doing anything. lots of problems piling up. like an anti-climax day. =X haiz.

argh lazi update le. buaiz.

yawns.. zzzzz

2005-02-03T10:44:00.000-08:00

=D first post here hahaz.

ugh woke up late today. around wad 9.30? anyway didnt realli plan to go to school so yea..

now still stuck at home typing this bunch of rubbish. nothing better to do zzzzz. waiting for mi sch frens to call me so we'll go tgt.

lalala. I'm bored.. Didnt realli haf a good day ytd.. was super tired after the bball trainin. hahaz even though i onli played for awhile. Then stupid parents come abd ji siao me. wtv lah they all.

so cudn't realli stay awake after i came home. injured my left foot now.. =X

yawns.. tink i'll be going back to bed now.. still feel a little tired + haben been slping well the previous few days. so nytes =D

tired..

2005-02-03T03:45:00.000-08:00

Woohoo! finally came back from one exhausting day at SP. hahaz.

met up with my frens at paya lebar there. Hahaz, idiots left school at 12 liddat. Ask dem go earlier aso dun want. not my prob they miss the first few courses. =P

Den went into macs to eat.. waste time only.. talk so long there. abt *ahem* something tat happened ytd. stupid crazi eileen keep on kicking my leg. wah lau.. damn pain lah hahaz.

den we in in mrt to dover.. take like so long hahaz. reach there woohoo! the school is rite outside the mrt! damn cool lah. oh and i saw amanda there. looked rather weird. hahaz

go in tat time. the sch was like damn chaotic can. there was no one to direct us where to go or anything. so we made out way to e most prominent building! hahaz. the convention centre(which we didnt noe e name yet) =X

meheheh the school of business thingy was there. so i grabbed a nice booklet and den was told tat they actualli had an open house of it at the building itself. so grabbed e 3 bums and went off to there.

waited for the bus for like 5 min.. kinda cool.. until we realised tat the sb was onli less than 5 minute walk away! waste my time onli! hahaz.

o.O went there and we were like wondering wad to do. seemed tat it didnt haf any sort of organised thing. till the milo came! hahaz. milo = brain drink. =P anyway we were more energised after tat and went off to the info booth to find out abt e diff courses. Calista wanted e wad business admin thing. and we were all like *haiz* hahaz. Hopeless case. oops. den i asked abt banking =)) which i tot wanted to do.

so we followed some kukU tour guide around. bring us abt the ancient building.. found out tat the things inside weren't tat old anyway. library looked kinda kewl too. so many coms to use! hahaz den aso can go and surf e net and saw some ppl even watchin videos. Aso got this financial trading room, where was an actual simulated stocks thingy. didnt realli pay attention cuz was smsing. =O hahaz.

moved on to some room where we took a personality test. said a lot of crap abt me which i tink was pretty unreal. hahaz. but there was this " cannot stick to routine work as finds it boring" exactly!! finally something tat can read my mind. =P hahaz.

after tat went around for more milo. oh they were selling zen for 390! i was damn shocked! super cheap lah. ahahz. and den.. back for more milo!

so we walked back to e convention centre, with calista's fren and dunnoe. kinda stayed there for awhile. Received some shocking news =X oh wells. was like nothing realli to do. they wanted to meet caleb for dinner but it was super far away! so we juz decided to leave e place. eh around 5?

so we took e mrt down to city hall becuz someone wanted to haf thai express. Lolx! hahaz. was alreadi feeling rather tired after spending so long out.. zzzz didnt realli feel too well either. munch. walk around into city link mall and look around. den e girls went into charles and keith. lol! so me n kc went into adidas to look at e kewl stuff. soccer and bball hahaz. blah blah blah

den finally wanted to go home. cud haf fallen aslp in e train le. damn tired lah. hahaz. well long walk home where i decided to rest somewhere to sms meow. he was gg to bas( didnt even noe there was tat)bball assc of spore. hahaz.

woohoo! reached home. decided to go and cycle abt for a bit. then not even 15 min, my hp low batt le. had to get home to charge it. so here i am typing it. zzzz. feel kinda lazi.. these days aint realli feel lyke myself. maybe i need some time to tink to clear my head eh. hahaz. aiya im confused.. =X

neway cyaz x)